​elisa

[Verse 1]
It’s hard to keep a smile as she beatin' on my heart
Lock myself up in my room and I keep it dark
I was pretending to sleep in class when there was tears in my arms
At least I can stop myself from doing self-harm
You say you saw me as a friend so you can be with my friend
I would only wake up so we had more time to spend
You were all I had but you made our shit end
Now you won’t even bother to read the texts I send

[Refrain]
(It’s hard to keep a smile as she beatin' on my heart)
(Lock myself up in my room and I keep it dark)
(I was pretending to sleep in class when there was tears in my arms)

[Verse 2]
I cry, I wanna die
Laying in my bed with some pills on the side
I can’t sleep at night
Can’t stop thinking of you just through the trick of the time
I cry, I feel better when I’m high
But for no one to see me
I just run away and hide
I hide, I wanna hide
I wanna hide, I wanna hide