Eight18teen

(Intro)
Why you gotta do sum like that
Why you gotta do me like that
I just wanna feel good, but i feel sad
I don't wanna die, i wan' feel alright
They think depression's cool, i don't like that
I want to see light but my life's dark
I don't always feel good, why its like that
I don't wanna die, i wan' feel ight

(Verse)
Why you gotta do sum like that?
Girl why you gotta hate me like that?
Cause i got no friends and my life's dark?
I don't even wanna die, i wanna fightback
But life's too hard, i can't get back (up)
I feel so numb and i feel sad
Fuckers wanna kill me, i don't want that
OD on drugs, i might like that
This world's fucked up, i can't breathe, dad
Anxiety attacks might kill me
But i don't wanna go just like that
Cause i don't wanna die, i wan' feel alright
But if they want me dead, i won't fightback

My shawty left me, i was traumatized
She told me she won't leave, but she did that
Now i am alone, with my dead friend
He told me just die, it gon' be alright
So i took that knife and I slit my hand
I didn't feel no pain, i was traumatized
My mama didn't know, i always hide
Cause i don't wanna die, i wan' feel alright

These traumas, V.A.T makes me feel alright
I ain't got no friends, i don't go outside
Me and my dead friend cryin in my room
I don't want no help, i don't want that
Everybody's so fake, i don't like that
Just fuckin kill me, next time you stab
But i don't wanna die, i wan' feel alright

(Ontro)
Why you gotta do sum like that
Why you gotta do me like that
I just wanna feel good, but i feel sad
I don't wanna die, i wan' feel alright