Ego Kill

Intro:
(The worst part is how crushed I was but somehow I'm still the bad guy)

Chorus:
Why oh why
Why oh why
Why oh why
(huh)
(Ego)

Verse:
Tellin me that I'm not worth it (worth it)
You deserve somebody better
Let me know how that's workin (workin)
I was lost in the sauce
Now I am workin (24/7)
They've been after me for my clout
I'm certain (certain)
No, I cannot trust a thot when im swervin (swervin)

Chorus
Why Oh why
Why Oh Why
Why

Verse:
I get these blurry visions and I'm certain (certain)
Did I overdose on lean ?
Do I need to close the curtains ?(Curtains)
Am I talking to myself
Or are these hallucinations (hallucinations)
Eerie feeling in my mind
I feel I am dreaming (dreamin)
If I'm wrong , they tell me all my faults (faults)
But when they're wrong , they tell me just pray and forgive for what's wrong (wrong)
Is done and dusted
But now I'm changing the tide
I'm picking the gun
I'm coming for your head and
Imma leave it busted
Life is pointless
Death can't be avoided (Die)
They're telling you tales
But all of them fake (fake)
They want you to believe all the fairy tales (tales)
Destroy my soul
I feel I'm at home (home)
No one shall bribe me
I'm not a sellout or a seller (seller)
The only thing I'll ever sell
Will be my soul to the devil (sinner)

Verse:
Ego Big its Mad Max
You can't even make racks
You lookin for paper
But you still caught up in stacks

Someone kill my ego or I might kill myself
Voices in my head
Talking to themselves
I pray to God just let me go
I dont wish myself well
First I do it
Then I repent
Shadows
Yes, I see the shadows of my past
They're lookin at me
No , I cannot fight back
It's a mismatch
No , I cannot hit back
My hands are tied
I'm drowning I might hit th sack

I was so confident
But now my ego's killing me

Outro:
(I am sorry for all the things that I ever did , I didn't mean them , I didn't mean to hurt you)

Save me
Save me from my ego
It might just kill me
Blinding on my eyes
And I cannot see