Ego Death (Daath)

I'm left alone
I feel like someone's watching me
And then I die
And when I opened up my eyes
I saw a suited man with a mic as he walks to me
Curtains drawn
Audience applauding me
Chanting as a gorgeous broad's awarding me
Rose from my seat, awkwardly
Touch my head and felt the headset and cords on me
Clearly, they're recording me
Big screen showing my point of view accordingly
And visions I don't want to see
I turned and noticed that the chair that I was sitting in
Is fitted with some virtual reality equipment shit
Then it dawned on me
The world that I was living in
Is just a simulation that I only spent a minute in
I was so shocked
I had a heart attack and died from the adrenaline
Then woke up in my bed again
With blurred visioning
I seen the silhouette of oddly shape headed men
With little skinny skeletons
As soon as I could see them I was dead again
Now I can't remember them
Now I can't remember me
Naked on the cold floor trembling
Struggle to my feet
Stumble to the sink
Cloudy water wet my skin
Open eyes, see the mirror
But I don't know who that man in reflection is
Yet he lives, who the hell is this?
Where's my pants? where's the kicks?
Couldn't find em' so I exited extra quick
Stepped out where the desert is
Out where Kemet is
All I see is sunset foreverness
Travel forty days to the precipice
Then I slipped
Jumped off the edge of it
Saw the light at the end of it then went to it
As it opened I saw medics and my relatives
Mama too, I guess heaven's relative
Life is so repetitive, it never quits
'Til you experience what all of your potential is
The fear of death is slaving you
It's changing you
It's making you afraid to do
The things that you were made to do
We in a place where your creator animated you
For training you
And testing all the strength in you to make it through
You never fade
You just replay in complicated loops
Until you reach your fate
And then the gate in heaven waits for you
If heaven's fake
Then next dimension as a state is cool
I thank my maker, then he thanked me cause I made him too
In my worst times, I practiced death
So proficient, I could do it in my first try
Pass the test, unwrap my flesh
Past the acid tab attempts and orgasmic sex
Caps and stems, bags of wet
DMT ain't doing justice to an actual death
Moments after your last gasp for breath
Feels better than when you had the breath
The astral quest is [?]
Allow me to lead you through the dark
Feel free to board the ark
Built with a design based on prehistoric sharks
Sail through sound waves that are beating in your heart
As I breathe it seems the frequency is sharp
Then it flat lines
My body is deceased and I depart
I've seen the geometrics you graffiti in your art
It's your ancestors speaking through the genius that you spark
They've foreseen it with the charts
The last afterlife mapmaker
The cartographer, the path tracer
Purgatory's first black mayor
Mountain peak flag placer
Die while I'm dead, I'll back be up in that manger
Highly adaptable mass changer
Shapeshifter
Water when it's gas vapor
I dissipate and reformulate it
Cause that's nature
Spread a seed as I'm trail blazing
A grass grazer
Praise the Revenant
Grizzly bear wrestling
Die and come back
Vision clear ever since
Think about it as I'm in my chair trembling
Sitting here, penciling
Scripts for weird medicines
Really rare specimens
Sipping sheer mescaline
Returning spirit on a sixty year regimen
I'm the living dead that isn't dead
With a missing head that's still ahead
You think you're awake but you're still in bed
Die for the fun of it with Bill and Ted
Fridge full of goat blood and chicken legs
Life is just hatching in a little egg
That's actually in a bigger egg
Crack it then the hole will be too big to mend
Greatest starts have the quickest ends
Once you see the patterns you'll predict the trends
As I'm glimpsing in my inner-lens
If you don't than you're like Sampson when they clipped his dreads
Just follow what the scripture says
My dreams are so real, I saw a toilet and I pissed the bed