​ego d(e)ath

[Chorus]
I've been dumb, bummed with a gun at my head
Such a wreck mess, never blessed with this pain inside my chest
Suicide on my mind, I don't ever wanna die
Such a high, yeah she right, got me questioning my life

[Verse]
I fuck around, grab a 9mil'
Shot through the head, yeah, that's the deal
No longer living, this shit is a killing
He's better off dead, I am a true villain
My heart is so cold, chilly like ice
You coming for me, I don't play nice
Praying for hope, that will not come
All of you bitches are so fucking dumb
The tables are turning and you're such a burden
Yeah to my life, didn't think twice
'Bout cutting you off, it felt fucking nice
I don't think 'bout all the times that you cried
Daddy did this, mommy did that
I got no money, yeah must be nice
You are the product of someone who could not be nothing
So you became higher, so focused on power
Almighty Glory, oh what a fucked story
A man who spoke lies, who didn't think twice
He led all the sheep straight to demise
You follow him blindly all while you're smiling
Never a God, yeah that's a man
All washed away, all by the man
Never been black, just only white
A one sided story, it's all full of lies

[Chorus]
I've been dumb, bummed with a gun at my head
Such a wreck mess, never blessed with this pain inside my chest
Suicide on my mind, I don't ever wanna die
Such a high, yeah she right, got me questioning my life