Ef U, Pay Me

I pop a pill all by myself
Can't shake the thrill it gives me
It calms my shakes, it calms my shakes

The doors are locked I'm on my own
I tell myself I'm not alone
And I'm not lying it's my fault I'm this way

I walk to work almost every day
It's a waste of time but I got paid

I woke up last night on my floor
With one hand on the door
And the other's gripping empty bottles

So here I am, the deadbeat taking pennies out the fountain
Selling out my name
So here I go, running from the things that drag me down
Selling out my name

I don't wanna go
But I know I can't stay long here
Because I don't belong here

Why won't you say my name
Is it because we aren't the same as when we first were friends
The posters on my walls I ripped down

So here I am, the deadbeat taking pennies out the fountain
Selling out my name
So here I go, running from the things that drag me down
Selling out my name

I know that I tried my best
It wasn't enough but I know that life isn't fair
Fuck you
I'm trying to be something I'm not
I know I'm a mess and I'm sorry that I wasn't there