Youtuber ImDontai’s debute album.
His partner/co-star zilla is on this song with dontai.
Dontai has also stated that he has suffered from depression and this song highlights it even though zilla is the only one rapping.
[Hook: Zilla]
I'm the dark thoughts that you have at night
I'm the pistol to your head gonna pull it right
Wheels in the head turning like a motor bike
Nothing nice in the world but your only life
I'm the dark thoughts that you have at night
I'm the pistol to your head gonna pull it right
Wheels in the head turning like a motor bike
Nothing nice in the world but your only life
[Verse 1: Zilla]
I been in the shadows for a minute
Ain't leaving anytime soon neither, are you kidding?
Every time I step into the light something gotta block it
Ain't no shine for a nigga, when I start something, stop it
Road blocks clogging up my path on a daily
No love for the grind, all that love for the lazy
I been putting in work for a minute, do they see it though?
Wanna sleep forever while I travel down this lonely road
I'm a only soul, feet dragging
Hope, I crushed it up and tossed it in the trashcan
Spirits lower then the grave where they bury you
I carry few dreams, that's the scary truth
Living day by day until my casket ready
Fuck the whole world, I don't even touch my telli
Living on the edge, I swear to god my palms are sweaty
And I'm feeling like a thug, I need it tatted on my belly
[Hook: Zilla]
I'm the dark thoughts that you have at night
I'm the pistol to your head gonna pull it right
Wheels in the head turning like a motor bike
Nothing nice in the world but your only life
I'm the dark thoughts that you have at night
I'm the pistol to your head gonna pull it right
Wheels in the head turning like a motor bike
Nothing nice in the world but your only life
[Verse 2: Zilla]
Take me whenever, I'm better dead then alive
And I could give a fuck about the ones around who cry
They don't live my life or have a clue what I think
While I whip my face as the water runs through the sink
Heavy chains of loneliness hanging by my ankle
Depression on my neck, got me stooped at an angle
Happiness with all its might try to keep me right
I don't fight, but the light getting farther outta sight
Voices tell me, "hold on, don't fall"
I'm gripping on the bloody rails mounted on the wall
Slipping as I'm gripping and my balance getting better
Chains cut free feeling lighter then a feather....
[Bridge: ImDontai]
In my head
In my head
In my head
Heaaaaad
Heeeeead
[Outro]
All you need is a little time
Take it slow it'll be just fine
EdiciouS was written by TopBoyBrand & ImDontai.
EdiciouS was produced by TopBoyBrand.