Eczema

[VERSE 1: BLACK JOSH]

Sometimes I'm quiet and I don't speak much
When I was little my dad used to say speak up
Mumbling, don't know how to speak to people
Feeling odd coming in contact with equals
Cause' I've always been the odd one out
The only black kid on the playground
There was always a kid who had something to say about my appearance
So I Banged Him, Mum taught me from younger, 'bout Malcolm x and Fred Hampton
Before questions needed answering
Based on my niggas in the M14, & the motto's
Riches, bitches then more weed
Paranoia thinking it's publicized to make more fiends
I've seen it kill guys motivation to do more things
Feel like it kill mine; there at myself like why do i still rhyme?
In a dark place but I'm a star and the world shines
Just you got the ill vibe
It's still time to make it timeless like still time
In my own world, but this is real life

[Chorus]

But I feel like my heart just left from my chest man I'm stressed
With an arm full of eczema
Yo it's hard cause I can't start where I left off
Where did I go wrong ? don't wanna start with the next one
Man I'm fucking stressed with this eczema, stressed with this eczema, stressed with this eczema
Man I'm fucking stressed to make it better, stressed to make it better, stressed to make it better...

[VERSE 2: BLACK JOSH]

I've infatuated but never loved
'till i met this one girl man I didn't think I could
We don't trust eachother and we probably never would
Both been around cheating and you learn that lesson once
If you can't see through it then we'll blind you with your [front?]
So she's belling out my phone and she's pulling up her gums
Saying that I'm creeping, that I'm fucking with someone
Cause any enemy can appear as one of your loved ones
But fuck fake ones and ultimatums
If I've got a choice why do I have to make one?
Life's just take one or take none - cut;
This ain't a film and heroes die
R. I .P to my grandad and still got tearful eyes
Nigga you gonna go deaf tryna hear those lies
We ain't blind, just tryna peer through closed eyes
We ain't blind, just tryna peer through closed eyes

[Chorus]x2

But I feel like my heart just left from my chest man I'm stressed
With an arm full of eczema
Yo it's hard cause I can't start where I left off
Where did I go wrong ? don't wanna start with the next one
Man I'm fucking stressed with this eczema, stressed with this eczema, stressed with this eczema
Man I'm fucking stressed to make it better, stressed to make it better, stressed to make it better...

But I feel like my heart just left from my chest man I'm stressed
With an arm full of eczema
Yo it's hard cause I can't start where I left off
Where did I go wrong ? don't wanna start with the next one
Man I'm fucking stressed with this eczema, stressed with this eczema, stressed with this eczema
Man I'm fucking stressed to make it better, stressed to make it better, stressed to make it better...