East 69th

I’m blowing up just like atomic bombs
My mental state is absent and far gone
The Jäger bottle's empty and I lost control
Mistakes are made, burning up my soul
Now my button’s pushed and I’m prone to kill
Like ‘Nam, Saigon I gotta take that hill
My blood is boiling hot and I just can’t stop
An aneurysm, bursting and ready to pop

(The bottles are calling)
I can’t take a drink (The demons are sprawling)
Don’t know when to stop (‘Cause you’re alcoholic)
I’m losing control (And you’re falling down)

Well, I’m drunk again and I’m in a fit of rage
Pissed off like a lion poked with a stick in a cage
I might just lose my mind and go on a killing spree
Murder you, her, them and me
Insane in the brain, I’m losing control again, again, again, again

Well, it might seem easy but it’s hard as hell
To keep your cool ‘cause you might as well
Go off the deep end and find your ass in jail
No family, no friends, no one there to post your bail

(The bottles are calling)
I can’t take a drink (The demons are sprawling)
Don’t know when to stop (‘Cause you’re alcoholing)
I’m losing control (And you’re falling down)

Well, I’m drunk again and I’m in a fit of rage
Pissed off like a lion getting poked with a stick in a cage
I might just lose my mind and go on a killing spree
Murder you, her, and them and me
Insane in the brain, I’m losing control again, again, again, again