​​early days

"Friend of my mind"

[Verse 1]
Some days I feel alone
In a crowded room
I know, you've heard it before

There in that far-flung place
I will stake my claim
I know, I shouldn't, of course

[Chorus]
"On my own I've got it made"
I tell myself sometimes
But she's the one who knows my pain
The best friend of my mind

[Verse 2]
Some days I fight with God
'cause he's in my head
I know, I don't handle it well

Things get so crowded there
I don't like to share
I know, I'm the roommate from hell

[Chorus]
"On my own I've got it made"
It tеll myself sometimes
Hе's the one who knows my pain
The best friend of my mind

[Verse 3]
Some days I get it right
It's bound to happen at times
I know, I'm capable, of course

Still should I start to think
That I'm all I need
I know, I'll lose it, for sure

[Chorus]
From time to time
I start to say I'm better off alone
And while I'm the guy who knows my pain
I'm not the only one

"Big Wave"

[Verse]
What if it never comes easy? What if it never comes at all?
Tell me what you're gonna do when the lights go out and the curtain falls
Did you lose that feeling? Did it all turn out wrong?
Was it all that you can do just to hold on tight and not let go?

[Chorus]
All at once in a big way
It cashes down in a big wave
Could be just another Tuesday
When it all comes down in a big wave

[Verse]
What if I'm all the wrong pieces? What if I never had a chance?
What if I came out broke and the whole thing don't mean a single damn?
What if my faith doesn't save me? What if God is in my head?
Does it mean it's all wrong? Do I throw it all away and try to start again?

[Chorus]
All at once in a big way
It crashes down in a big wave
Could be just another Tuesday
When it all comes down, oh

[Bridge]
(I can feel it all coming down)
Breaking over, heavy shoulders
(As the tide is pulling me out)
Hold your breath until it's over
(Wonder, feet touch the ground?)
And I'm trying but I don't know why
(I'm terrified, Every time)
Every time

[Chorus]
All at once in a big way
It crashes down in a big wave
Could be just another Tuesday
When it all comes down in a big wave

(When it all comes down, when it all comes down)
All at once in a big way
(When it all comes down)
It crashes down in a big wave
(When it all comes down, when it all comes down)
Could be just another Tuesday
(When it all comes down)
When it all comes down in a big wave

"Growing"

[Verse 1]
You thought that you were alright
Life was like clear line
Something came and went
Are you ever getting over it?

You've been here for a while now
I know you tend to spiral
When you're trapped inside
Looking for a clear line

[Chorus]
Time's not a stream, it's an ocean
Love's only love if it's growing
God isn't fixed, she's the flowing

[Verse 2]
Check your phone the tenth time
Look for solace in the blue light
Endlessly aware
So why's it feel so foggy there?
Like you're never waking up again

[Chorus]
Time's not a stream, it's an ocean
Love's only love if it's growing
God isn't fixed, she's the flowing

[Bridge]
It feels like
(Time isn't always on your side)
My real life
(Always another half a mile)
Don't sit right
(Constantly wondering if you're alive)
Am I alright?
(Are you alright?)
Am I alright?
(Are you alright?)

[Chorus]
God's not a stream, she's an ocean
Time's an illusion of motion
Is it all worth it
The pains aches and the pains of the growing?