E t e r n a l

[Intro]
Who's Melo God?
Who's Melo God?

[Verse 1: King Labinnac]
Waking up with constant memories of being depressed
And having anxiety, man, I'm so stressed and
When it comes to me I can't think I'm nothing less man
I'm ugly and worthless and soon to be breathless
My definition of happiness is me lying in a coffin
And I promised not to sin again but it's time I clock in
It's me, myself, and why be alive? What is my purpose?
It's to suffer and die, I need to stop this
Before my close friends get pissed
They are hitting me up but deep down they don't give a fuck
And on nights likе this the only thing around are thesе thoughts in my head
But is soon to be a bullet instead
There is no emotion when I'm found dead
And I'm left all alone in a puddle of blood
I was stuck in a home where I couldn't find love
But I tried to seek help but I lost myself
Caught up in dreams that turned into screams
I felt so much pain, no way to stay sane
I'm living a life that is filled with lies

[Chorus: King Labinnac]
But why am I living when I just wanna die?
Why am I feeling so pissed all the time?
Why am I feeling so pissed all the time?
But why am I living when I just wanna die?
Why am I living when I just wanna die?
Why am I given a reason to cry?
Why am I given a reason to cry?
But why am I living when I just wanna die?
Why am I living when I just wanna die?
Started to feel happiness and then I woke up
People asking why I'm laughing cause life is a joke
But why am I living when I just wanna die?
Why am I living when I just wanna die?
But why am I living when I just wanna die?
Why am I living when I just wanna die?

[Outro: King Labinnac]
Pacing back and forth tryna find what I'm worth but
Nothing hurts more than living a life so sore
Pacing back and forth tryna find what I'm worth but
Nothing hurts more than living a life so sore
Pacing back and forth tryna find what I'm worth but
Nothing hurts more than living a life so sore