Dysphoria

My life is stuck
And I’m on the floor again
I wish I could tell you how I feel
Because I am sick I want to take this gun...
And...
Crying on the floor I’ve stripped myself of this

Am I a boy or a girl? Do I give a shit?
Overdose again
Crying on the floor I’ve stripped myself of this

I can’t feel I can’t care
Care for myself
I’m sick of the pressure
In my
Head
I’m tired
Pressure is fire
You should have known
Should have seen this coming
Now all alone

I smear this make up on face
Tears are old on my face
You know how I get