Dysphoria

I think about it all the time, time
Yeah day at day I take my time
When I'm the mirror and I look don't recognize..
Of who I am inside, no this body isn't mines

Ok I cut like a surgeon
Yeah I know I'm worthless
I try to be perfect
But it's never working
Wither when I'm burning
Why am I divergent?
I don't serve a purpose
I am just a burden

I should end it all tonight
Just to see what's in my mind
I'll do it quick I won't waste no time
Leave it bloody like the scene of a crime

Oh I'm still trapped prison, ah
Oh lately I been glitching, ah
It's a feeling like virgin snow
It's a feeling I can never show, ah

( it happens everytime that I try )
(it happens everytime that I try... Why?)

Ah, I can't take anymore
Ah, it feels like I'm stillborn
Ah, the rain yeah it still pours
It doesn't matter anyways cause....

I should do it all tonight
Just to see what's in my mind
I swear I don't wanna waste no time
I'll leave this shit like a crime