​dysphoria

[Verse]
I need some time to think about it
Wonder if you think about me
I feel like I'm always drowning
I wanna stop it now

[Pre-Chorus]
In the mirror, nothing is changing
I feel you breaking, losing your signal
But you're still breathing, and it's slowly ceasing
But I will not save you, you're not a part of me

[Chorus]
Dealing with dysphoria, promise that I'll make it work
I don't mean to make it worse, I didn't mean all that
How to dress as human? I don't know how to do it
I think about my music, wanna be someone different
Don't paint me as somebody else, I'm not a toy upon your shelf
I hope that you rot in Hell, I think that you ruined me
I'm punching in the mirror, now all this shit is clearer
And I could go outside now, I know I'm getting better