​​dying to be you

[Verse 1]
This ignorance is bliss, and maybe I'm the shit
'Cause that's what people tell me when I'm with my friends
But when I'm all alone, and the curtains close
I look in the mirror, and I'm self-loathing
How I wear my fears like filthy clothing
And I ask myself what I don't wanna know

[Chorus]
Have I been killing myself?
Dying to be you
Holding my breath
Until my face turns blue
I got blisters on my fingers
And a callus on my heart
Have I been killing myself?
Dying to be you, dying to be you

[Verse 2]
You don't wanna know what's been going through my head
Swimming pools of existential dread
Look around, there's no lifeguard on deck again
If deprеssion was a job, I'd be working the night shift
Can someonе tell me why every day is a crisis?
Nothing ever helps, fuck, why am I like this, why am I

[Chorus]
I-I-I been killing myself
Dying to be you
Holding my breath
Until my face turns blue
I got blisters on my fingers
And a callus on my heart
Have I been killing myself?
Dying to be you, dying to be you

[Post-Chorus]
Dying to be you

[Bridge]
Mirror, mirror, on the wall
Who's the saddest of them all?
Are you happy? (Yeah)
But are you sure?

[Chorus]
Have I been killing myself?
Dying to be you
Holding my breath
Until my face turns blue
I got blisters on my fingers
And a callus on my heart
Have I been killing myself?
Dying to be you, dying to be you

[Outro]
Dying to be you