Dying Is Okay Sometimes

I'm asking
Holy Spirit, I'm asking
Sick of always relapsing
Keep on sneaking my past in
On this road, I ain't lasting
I even tried some fasting
Try pouring into my passion
These fake smiles, I'm acting
Can You hear me hitting Your door?
Let me in, my spirit is sore
If You hear me, give me some more
Feel my pain, it got to my core
Holding on to what I got left
Jesus, swear I'm doing my best
You [?] so please take the rest
Why am I so fearful of death?
'Cause

Dying from the sin in me
Please come take out my enemiеs
Don't know what's got into me
But I know You have said to me
Dying is okay somеtimes
As long as You come and kill off what's mine

My future is frightening
It heightened my anxiety
Mistakes have got me dry inside
I think I'm dying silently
The truth is hard to swallow
It'd be easier to lie to me
Let go of my treasures
And this emptiness inside of me
So much selfishness is in my heart right now
[?] the only way is if You take me out
Burn away all of this flesh I have
Strip away the [?] and take away this mess because

Dying from the sin in me
Please come take out my enemies
Don't know what's got into me
But I know You have said to me
Dying is okay sometimes
As long as You come and kill off what's mine

My way leads to death
Always think I know what's best
It's so hard to kill the flesh
It's unnecessary stress
Steady falling, hear me calling
Think I'm crawling to Your throne
Jesus, don't leave me alone
I can't do this on my own
Dying to myself, the only way for You to save me
Painful as it is, the only option that You gave me 'cause

Dying from the sin in me
Please come take out my enemies
Don't know what's got into me
But I know You have said to me
Dying is okay sometimes
As long as You come and kill off what's mine