Layen_: “I wrote this song about the glorification of alcohol and substance abuse among young people in Ireland where I’m from. I wanted to highlight my own experiences and how easy it can be to get stuck in a dark place when you get trapped in the cycle of drinking just to feel something.”
[Hook: Layen]
I step outside
Drink hitting me I know I'm boutta lie
No cash on me, I hope I don't die
The function's closed, now it's 4:45, yeah
I step outside
Drink hitting me I know I'm boutta lie
No cash on me I hope I don't die
The function's closed, now it's 4:45, yeah
[Verse 1: Layen]
I got nobody with me
Red lights are all I can see
I think that I'm running out of my currency
I just pray that I don't end up in A&E, yeah
Really got nothing to say
Ciroc here keeping me sane, yeah
If push comes to shove, I don't wanna have to take another trip down memory lane
Saw my ex across the room, I'm already faded
Guilt's been piling up, my heart's so heavy you could weigh it
Fuck that shit, I'll numb the pain and say that I'm okay
Sipping's always on my mind, tomorrow's just another day
[Hook: Break the Silence]
I step outside, yeah
Drink hitting me I know I'm boutta lie, yeah
No cash on me, I hope I don't die, ay
The function's closed, now it's 4:45, yeah yeah yeah
I step outside, yeah
Drink hitting me I know I'm boutta lie
No cash on me I hope I don't die, ay
The function's closed, now it's 4:45
[Verse 2: Break the Silence]
Diamonds hanging from my neck
???
Feelings tryna keep me down
Hands on my mouth
Don't make a sound
I don't wanna be what everyone believes
??? if I don't let it breathe, uh
We don't wanna be alive
But ??? die
Always ??? with a choice
??? real voice
Keep fighting with myself
Just me and no one else
Keep looking for some help
Keep looking for some, ay
Please, are you serious
???
I just wanna keep the cool
Keep it smooth, keep the groove
Don't make me go break the rules
Go ahead, look and move
Be careful with what you choose
I'ma be real with you
We running deep with only two moves
So you better move look twice, 'cause when...
Dying Is Fun!!! was written by Layen_.
Dying Is Fun!!! was produced by Layen_.
Layen_ released Dying Is Fun!!! on Fri Dec 06 2019.