Dying Faded

[Chorus]
I put my pain on instrumentals but they don't get it yet
I’m taking drugs that steal my soul, I ain't touch the ceiling yet
Demons want me dead, they all in my head but I ain't touch millions yet
She don’t want me to smoke but it help me get off the pain pills
I swear that pain real
Ain't no cap inside my raps, I swear I live this
Imma get some cash and then go invest in buildings, yeah

[Post-Chorus]
I know this sad shit getting old but they not popping pills
Don't ever tell me how to feel
I can never tell what's real
I need to get up off thе syrup, I cry when tussin spills
My friends keep looking at my lyrics like what's up with him
I'm brеaking down at a moments notice, I don't know how to heal
I don't wanna live, just get me out of here

[Verse]
I’m dying faded, fuck it that’s just how I feel now
I grab my pole, I'm scared to go but I’m here now
Niggas throwing dirt on top my name cus I'm him now
They some fucking clowns
These nigga chasing clout
Like I wasn't slurring off that lean
Like I ain't never popped a bean
Niggas can’t get on my team
CTB, that be the gang
I hate niggas, watch em hang
Drugs and money over everything, yeah

[Chorus]
I put my pain on instrumentals but they don't get it yet
I'm taking drugs that steal my soul, I ain't touch the ceiling yet
Demons want me dead, they all in my head but I ain't touch millions yet
She don't like it when I smoke but it help me get off the pain pills
I swear that pain real
Ain't no cap inside my raps, I swear I live this
Imma get some cash and then go invest in buildings, yeah

[Post-Chorus]
I know this sad shit getting old but they not popping pills
Don't ever tell me how to feel
I can never tell what's real
I need to get up off the syrup, I cry when tussin spills
My friends keep looking at my lyrics like what's up with him
I'm breaking down at a moments notice, I don't know how to heal
I don't wanna live, just get me out of here