Dying (DEMO)

[Verse 1]
Sunglasses cover my eyes
But they'll never really hide the feeling
Of being eaten alive
From the inside

[Pre-Chorus]
My room's a fucking mess, because I don't wanna clean
I hate the way I look, 'cause I have no self-esteem
Everything I touch, I break, all my love turns into hate
And I wish I was as straight, I guess it's just my fate

[Chorus]
So please don't write me letters
Please don't wish me bother
Just wanna be there, silent, silent
Behind closed doors, I cry
'Cause I can't bear my life
In all my dreams, I'm dyin', dyin'

[Verse 2]
All the mistakes I made (Made)
They never seem to go away (Go away)
And I'm just so fucking sad, can't stop from gettin' so mad
Was sweating, I should be glad
But I'm missin' you so bad

[Pre-Chorus]
My room's a fucking mess, because I don't wanna clean
I hate the way I look, 'cause I have no self-esteem
Everything I touch, I break, all my love turns into hate
And I wish I was as straight, I guess it's just my fate

[Chorus]
So please don't write me letters
Please don't wish me bother
Just wanna be there, silent, silent
Behind closed doors, I cry
'Cause I can't bear my life
In all my dreams, I'm dyin', dyin'

[Bridge]
I don't need, need you, you, you
But I crave, crave you, you, you
I don't need, need, I don't need, need
You, you
You

[Chorus]
So please don't write me letters
Please don't wish me bother
Just wanna be there, silent, silent
Behind closed doors, I cry
'Cause I can't bear my life
In all my dreams, I'm dyin', dyin'