It’s kinda dumb how because I loved you,
I’m stuck at home living like a recluse.
Smoking pot, and some cigs, playing Pokémon,
Never knowing what level I’m on.
But now all of my friends are better.
They’re always here for me but you were never.
You’ll never realize how much I cared.
But now I will forgive you and try to forget you.
You’d never help me you would always hurt me,
And I’d always tell you it was worth it.
I loved you so much but you’ll never know,
At this point I think we should end this though.
And now I’m just trying to get better.
I’ve got some more friends that will help me whenever,
They’re better for me than you could ever be,
And they’re always helping me to be me.
I’ve tried so fucking hard to make it all okay,
I’ve tried to make all of your pain go away.
I’ve always done my best to make you happy,
But I guess that that can never happen.
And I know I’ve got a lot of issues,
I try to fix them but it seems there’s no use.
I’m not sure if I can ever change me.
This is not the way I wanted to be.