DX

Here at my phone again
Reading our texts from forever ago
I wished that you stayed
All my pain would just go away

And I held your hand
Through rocky times
You say love is gross, here is what i diagnose...

You never knew what I went through
"Ignorance is bliss", I know you've said that too
Medication never worked
Self harm was my last resort
I took pills to feel secure
I took pills to feel secure

Slit my wrist a few times
Just to ease the pain
Took un-named pills
To be numb and not feel the same

I watched you love hеr
While you loved me
Nеver mentioned it
Cause you'd be mad at me

And I held your hand
Through rocky times
You say love is gross, here is what i diagnose...

You never knew what I went through
"Ignorance is bliss", I know you've said that too
Medication never worked
Self harm was my last resort
I took pills to feel secure
I took pills to feel secure
Not anymore

Oh I tried
Oh I tried
Oh I tried to love you in your darkest times
Oh I tried
Oh I tried
But the thing is-
Not anymore