Dust

[1st Verse]
Wanna tell my truth, but it hurts too much
Call a tow truck cause I’m stuck in the mud
I'll leave my car there cause it’s easier to run
Running my whole life I’m exhausted as fuck
At 18 years, you would thought I'd have enough
A never ending cycle that’ll never be done
So ima ease my mind with my neighbor’s shot gun
I hate my fucking self no one taught me how to love
All I know is doing drugs while I’m wasting all my funds
Can’t make any new friends never had day ones
Secrets stay hidden like some dust under a rug
I can’t express shit always bottling it up
I fall apart to pieces, yeh I’m nothing but some crumbs
I pray to feel something, God I’m tired of feeling numb
I pray to feel something, God I’m tired of feeling numb
These days get colder while I’m falling out of touch

[2nd Verse]
All I do is just compare myself to other people
And deep inside my mind I think I'll be another sequel
But I’m my own person why am I just overthinking
I think too much like to the point where I don’t think we’re equal
Now I’m robbing from myself, and thats just fucking evil
And feeling sorry, cry for help, to validate my reason
My pride's in the way, I’m feeling so uneven
But that’s behind me, fuck it all todays’ the day I’m leaving

Can't stay another day
I won’t die here
Gotta run away
So I can think clear
Can't stay another day
I won’t die here
Gotta run away
So I can think clear

[Outro]
Guess I gotta move on now
Um
Guess I gotta move on now
Guess I gotta move on now
Move on
Now