Dusk

[Hook] (x16)
Running out

[Verse 1]
My soul turns dusk
Corroding, leaving it alone to rust
Sorrow be giving reasons to adjust
Thinking of suicide, but not in a rush
Trust I won't give into none of my thoughts
If I died, nothing I did lessen cost
I'm just a lost and found, yes they forgot
Maybe my corpse would be good in a broth
Cause at least then I would become useful
Deja vu, die because I choose too
Nailed it, please fix your crew soon, dude
Sail ship, past it, quick, bitch who's you
Nothing you told me was the fucking truth, you know
I cannot handle this constant abuse, you know
If i could, bitch id perpetually shoot, you know
Knock you unconscious, then hang you on noose, you know
Thought we had an understanding, a truce, well now
How long will you continue with this rouse, you know
Maybe I should just stay a recluse, you know
I am not Kool, Aid, since I lost the juice, you know
All of the pain digs deep down like they're roots, I bet
You don't how hard it is to endure
Come visit, you will see me on the floor
Blood spattered, no pattern, suicide was ensured, shh

[Hook] (x16)
Running out

[Verse 2]
When I'm feeling better, I'ma get so energetic
Probably cause the last thing I saw was the gates of heaven
I remember putting a bullet in my head, it was embedded
Everything was crushing on me, but now I don't sweat it
Luckily I never took a single sedative, believe me all i ever did was a single hit of medicine
Adderall and Xanax was only issue at hand, I'm walking around earth a ghost, or better yet a phantom
Man this is just like a fantasy, afterlife, can't find it simply
Now I'm looking back at the reasons of why I used to bleed
Guess it was better to end it fast, then be hanging up 2 feet
Do you see, what I mean, lot messier, but it's fine with me, obviously
Did it, didn't blink, really indecent to think I can cease agony, easy to release life energy
Your soul, acquired
My soul, retired
Starting a fire for the shit I heard
Running for miles
Stuck in denial
Because I'm locked in emotional trials
Unzip the file
That's full of typos
Then I rename it "it's all my fault, I know"
It's always try, fail
Memorize "I fell"
Day, night seem like a nice tale