Durban Rain

(Chorus)
Why the fuck you mad at the way your son turned out daddy when you know that you ain't raised me right
At least I know how to play my role and I know to watch my tone when I'm saying what I'm saying I
I was just a baby living grown feeling pain I knew I'd carry 'til the end
I had to learn to get it on my own I've been crying, sweating bullets and I've bled
Pop a pill just to get high wash it down with some lean
How the fuck I end up down on my knees
Begging my mama "don't you give up on me know you wanted me to get a degree"
I can hear the waves crashing looking out into sea for a moment I start feeling relieved
I survived through the storm I've been kicked out and scorned this shit normal to me
Normal to me
(This shit normal to a nigga)
Normal to me
Normal to me

(Verse)
I keep a cup besides my bed sippin' religiously
I'm thinking 'bout all of my siblings are you missing me
I've got a bad bad one licking and kissing me
All I've got is pain for all these fuck niggas dissing me
Sometimes I wonder if I could would I do it differently
I'm hearing voices in my head they're tryna finish me
My main one finally realised it ain't no fixing me
Whole time I thought I was picking her turns out that you was picking me
Shacked up with the bros had to wear each other's clothes
We had came up with a code then we made it out the cold
Best out of Newlands West say it proudly with my chest
I was already locked into this mindset 'fore I grew my dreads
What's a niggas worst regret? bro I bet you'd never guess
Even when I'm dead and gone I fear my soul won't ever rest
I truly hope this point of view I have you'll never get
I wonder how my mama still believes I'm heaven sent
Lest I forget a nigga wasn't supposed to make it this far
Take a look up at the sky at night you'll see I turned 'to a star
I've got family stuck in the hood tryna wake up tomorrow
Huddled up in the dark hope you're protecting your heart

(Chorus)
Why the fuck you mad at the way your son turned out daddy when you know that you ain't raised me right
At least I know how to play my role and I know to watch my tone when I'm saying what I'm saying I
I was just a baby living grown feeling pain I knew I'd carry 'til the end
I had to learn to get it on my own I've been crying, sweating bullets and I've bled
Pop a pill just to get high wash it down with some lean
How the fuck I end up down on my knees
Begging my mama "don't you give up on me know you wanted me to get a degree"
I can hear the waves crashing looking out into sea for a moment I start feeling relieved
I survived through the storm I've been kicked out and scorned this shit normal to me
Normal to me
(This shit normal to a nigga)
Normal to me
Normal to me