(intro)
I know what you thinkin..im bout to kick some woke shit
Fuck that
(hook)
If you listening to this i already died
I wake up everyday ungrateful to be alive
If you wonder how i feel nigga i feel numb
Id rather die of starvation than fight over crumbs
(verse 1)
Last week i took my mom to the hospital nigga
Im down a couple thousand the threat gettin bigger
My pops sending emails askin for pictures
My cat just died im not sure if i miss her
Im not afraid im not scared dont expect i prepare
When it comes to bullshit i know it come in the layers
Asked god for the war and the dеvil for peace
Now evеry victory feel just the same as defeat
Im all in, my parents did a hell of a job
Im at that stage of my life i dont need the applause
I miss doin shows and its startin to show
I dont care what people think man im letting it go
This shit is outta hand i do this cuz i can
I connive can't lie let it lay where i land
Everybody wants a message but im just a mess
I would rather get better than say im the best
(hook)
(verse 2)
I fell in love with a side like im ordering fries
Rather fuck 2 nickels than trick on a dime
I stopped thinking out loud started speakin my mind
Ever since then i been the one outta line
Everybody's every body and id rather be me
Shorty said she think im bitter cuz i love suga free
Game recognize game let a ho be a ho
When you get your shit together you end up alone
Im all in, when shit get old i feel young
With that being said why do what ive done
Im the type to take a walk my mouth dont run
While they sweat bullets, i buy guns
I used to wonder why nigga now i dont care
Learned life isnt fair when i had an affair
Dont complain dont compare, id rather be me
Your dream ain't a dream if you ain't lose sleep
(hook)