Dude, dating sucks!

When you wake up
Next to him
Tell me
How you feel
Do your eyes
Shut close
When your lips touch
Or is it all for real?

Is he everything you wanted
Not a carbon copy of your past
And all the lies you’ve felt
But when I saw you at that show last weekend
You nearly broke right down

I have a list of things I wish I said to you
But you’re gone
And you’re never coming back
And I can only think about
When you kissed me
In the fall
How it meant
Nothing at all
How it meant
Nothing at all

Thinking back to high school hallways
Kisses by the lockers
Getting drunk
At 12 pm
Right before I had a class
And right
After all of that
You gave your heart to someone new
And it made me hate
Every song
That we listened to

When you wake up
Next to him
Tell me
How you feel