Drunk/High

[Chorus]
I get drunk and high all by myself, uh
I stack my pain and sorrow up on my shelf, uh
Numb the pain with drugs and all of my wealth, yeah
I know it's wrong and not good for my health, no
I got a few heartbreaks tucked up under my belt
I’m not proud of that, wishing I could take it back
Taking drugs to relive the past, imma bring the future back
Treat the hi-tec like an alien, get your body snatched
Treat these girls just like a virus, take a step back
I ain't meant that on the lowkey I resent that
I told her I love her, left on read I had to rеsend that
Fighting new demons еvery day, who would guess that?

[Verse]
I'm chosen
I’m stuck with this body till I'm frozen, I'm golden
Everybody watching, yeah they noticed, I'm knowing
I'm showing all of my talents, my lyrics flowing
I'm goated, you don't gotta tell me, I see I'm glowing
Damn I’m talking with a slur, I need to sound it out
Demons yelling in my head, I need to drown them out
I know that the devil lurks
He keeps sending women after me, I know the devil works
Or it might be G-o-d, to help me with another verse, yeah
Every day the same, I’m always high
I don't ever sleep, I woke up high like last night
Then I killed a bottle, I started drifting off dreaming bout a model
Around three I woke up cus I had to throw up
I jumped headfirst into “MUN”
I don’t even got a name for it
Thinking bout the money and my future, can't match the fame for it
Shooting at my opps just like the stars imma aim for it
I'm cautious, I'm dodging all of my demons
I’m steady swerving, I'm curving
All of these bitches that say they worthy, they worthless
I popped two pills but they not working, I'm urking

[Chorus]
I get drunk and high all by myself, uh
I stack my pain and sorrow up on my shelf, uh
Numb the pain with drugs and all of my wealth, yeah
I know it's wrong and not good for my health, no
I got a few heartbreaks tucked up under my belt
I'm not proud of that, wishing I could take it back
Taking drugs to relive the past, imma bring the future back
Treat the hi-tec like an alien, get your body snatched
Treat these girls just like a virus, take a step back
I ain't meant that on the lowkey I resent that
I told her I love her, left on read I had to resend that
Fighting new demons every day, who would guess that?

[Verse]
Writing pen and pad, more like pencil
Yes I'm a chef and these drugs are my utensils
Baby listen, while I'm in the kitchen
I hope you are cus these are my instructions
I cop a bar and a pint of Robitussin
My demons take control of me like a pirate that sees gold in me
Last year was the oldest me, this week is the newest me
Fueled by the Louis V, broken by the jealousy
Coming off a high that's the worst time to die
Everything greyer, baby I'm not even gonna lie
Everything a little dimmer, who turned out the lights?
Demons in the dark getting hits off like they Mike

[Chorus]
I get drunk and high all by myself, uh
I stack my pain and sorrow up on my shelf, uh
Numb the pain with drugs and all of my wealth, yeah
I know it's wrong and not good for my health, no
I got a few heartbreaks tucked up under my belt
I'm not proud of that, wishing I could take it back
Taking drugs to relive the past, imma bring the future back
Treat the hi-tec like an alien, get your body snatched
Treat these girls just like a virus, take a step back
I ain't meant that on the lowkey I resent that
I told her I love her, left on read I had to resend that
Fighting new demons every day, who would guess that?