DRUGZ IN MY

Drugs in my dasani’s the only thing that’s coming to mind
To help me even begin to try understand why
My ears and eyes and better judgement didn't notify
My brain that fucking him’s as desirable as suicide

Theres nothing you could possibly say to make me stay
Because it’s entirely another reality that i made
Inside my head when you were giving me head and all that i
Said was fabricated in the heat of the moment on your bed

And at the very same second i came all over your face
Its like i washed a dirty window between me and a place
Full of operating tables and dead bodies being raped
Cos that’s how much i secretly wanted to get away

A sudden surge of suddenly overtaken by clarity
And honestly you’re not even particularly ugly
But at the same time i’m regretting letting you blow me and
I feel the need to find a cathedral to hide inside of and see

If there’s a priest to absolve me of what i did
I’ll crawl into the booth and confess and offer to give
Him a demonstration of the oral penetration
So im not compelled to castration to get your spit off of my dick

Drugs in my dasani’s the only thing that’s coming to mind
To help me even begin to try understand why
My ears and eyes and better judgement didn't notify
My brain that fucking him’s as desirable as suicide

Oh father father in heaven i beg of you tonight
To grant me this one wish i may wish i might
Be gracefully graced with the presence of of a saint
With a cock as holy or holier than jesus christ

To fill me up with his nectar and make me purified
I need a whole lot of his holy water to cleanse me inside
And sanctify me and exorcise the devil inside
I feel so dirty i’d rather fucking be crucified

Oh daddy daddy youre cumming now everything is right
Whatever would i have done if you hadnt come to heed my plight
You fucked me better than anyone could have prophecized
And now i believe the lord loves his filthy sodomites

I felt him enter my body and take it over i
Felt him speaking in tongues in my own mouth and sigh
And at the end i was even finally baptized
And now he’s speaking through me, it’s gospel that i write

Drugs in my dasani’s the only thing that’s coming to mind
To help me even begin to try understand why
My ears and eyes and better judgement didn't notify
My brain that fucking him’s as desirable as suicide

Oh father father in heaven i beg of you tonight
To fill me up with his nectar and make me purified
Oh daddy daddy you’re coming now everything is right
You fucked me better than anyone could have prophecized