​drugs x boys x drugs

[Verse 1]
Why's it only half past eight
When I can't wait to sleep another night?
"Vacation from yourself"
Do other boys need that sort of thing?
I wanted, maybe, I don't know
To not want - or just maybe, to let it go
I gotta write this note I guess

[Verse 2]
Meet some friends I used to know
Ellen says she can't believe it's me
Me neither, i've grown cold
And she's done loads of drugs and boys and drugs
I miss me just as much
But can't keep up the strength to stay in touch
Gotta go now

[Chorus]
Here goes
Hiding in the back room
Lipstick face and act cool
Trying to shut it out
Here goes
Smiles I used to call home
Towns that leavе you no choice
Notes I have to writе

[Bridge]
So yell it to my face
"How'd you let this happen baby?"
Said "If this was today
I'd leave without a thought but
But I was scared to be alone"
At seventeen years old that feels like love
It could fool anyone

[Verse 3]
Love, we're only halfway there
But I can't wait to see what's 'round the block
Vacation from myself
I might just move out and stay there til' I rot
If I'd been older, love
I might've just made the right choice
But I've not
I gotta go now