Drugs (just a generic edgy song)

I'm way too drunk to be all on my own
I got this bellyache, I gotta drink some more
And maybe I'll forget why I end up alone
Passed by a mirror, I'm stuck in my own world
Told myself I'm gorgeous but I'm not drunk enough
To pretend I give a fuck
I know I said I love you like a thousand times tonight
But I don't ever wanna do you like that
I don't wanna fuck it all up
And we've got some different vibes
And I'm so bad at lies

Am I on drugs?
Am I on drugs?
What do you mean, "am I on drugs"?
Oh you're such a baby, why you gotta be like that?
You hurt me, hug me just to stab my back

Am I on drugs?
Am I on drugs?
What do you mean, "am I on drugs"?
Oh you know the answer, but I'll repeat myself
Tomorrow if it helps you cope with it, yeah

Wanna leave home, can barely do my laundry
I'm so fucking broke, but next year I'll be jumping
Into money pools, oh you're such a fool
But I do adore you
And I like your soul
Black as my vodka
Let me drink some more
Let me taste you more
God, I'm such a whore

I would never, ever, ever, talk like this
But you got me going through some weird ass shit
Like I know my shit and I don't know shit
Like I know that I'm a piece a shit
But c'mon, jump into my life
I know you'd love the ride

Am I on drugs?
Am I on drugs?
What do you mean, "am I on drugs"?
Oh you're such a baby, why you gotta be like that?
You hurt me, hug me just to stab my back
Am I on drugs?
Am I on drugs?
What do you mean, "am I on drugs"?
Oh you know the answer, but I'll repeat myself
Tomorrow if it helps you cope with it, yeah

Am I on drugs?
Am I on drugs?
What do you mean, "am I on drugs"?

Am I on drugs?
Am I on drugs?
What do you mean, "am I on drugs"?