“Drugs” is the third track on 41 by Brandon Estelle. The song wrestles with identity, anxiety, and the weight of personal struggle. It pushes back against labels and inner voices that try to define a person by their worst moments.
[Chorus]
I am not the drugs I take
I am not mistakes I've made
I am not the things I say
I am not the games I play
I am not the poems I pen
I am used to going in
I don't think that that's a sin
I'm about to fall again
Into everything I do
Everything I need to prove
I am not the enemy
I just want a normal life
Tired of the things I see
Trying to catch my breath to breathe
I don't know what I should do
Maybe I should lay back down
[Verse 2]
Maybe I should lay back down
Sorry that I'm such a mess
I can feel it in my chest
I just need some oxygen
I just wanna feel the wind
I just need to get away
[Chorus]
I am not the drugs I take
I am not mistakes I've made
I am not the things I say
I am not the games I play
I am not the poems I pen
I am used to going in
I don't think that that's a sin
I'm about to fall again
Into everything I do
Everything I need to prove
I am not the enemy
I just want a normal life
Tired of the things I see
Trying to catch my breath to breathe
I don't know what I should do
Maybe I should lay back down
[Verse 2]
Maybe I should lay back down
Sorry that I'm such a mess
I can feel it in my chest
I just need some oxygen
I just wanna feel the wind
I just need to get away
[Outro]
I'm not the—
That was it
Drugs was written by Brandon Estelle & t.bailey (Producer).
Drugs was produced by t.bailey (Producer) & Brandon Estelle.
Brandon Estelle released Drugs on Fri Jul 25 2025.