Drug of Gold

Moshimo nige nakat ta nara ba

Byoujaku na karada kodomo no koro kara seishi wo samayotte wa
Ie ni tsutawaru hiyaku wo nomi tsudzuketeta nichijou
Hitsuyou na koto mo roku ni dekinai tada no yakutatazu da to
Kazoku ni utomare jidai ni yugandeta kokoro

Kibou nante doko ni mo nakatta
Tada ikitsudzukeru dake no hibi

Juugo sai no toki toutotsu ni kumareta endan no hanashi
Aite wa takoku no ochibureta kizoku no musume
Otagai no ishi nado marude mushi no tada iegara no tame ni
Jibun ga dougu da to aratamete rikai wo shita

Buta no you ni futotta shoujo
Sore ga kanojo to no deai datta

Kanojo mo yahari hitori bocchi de shoujo jidai wo sugoshita sou da
Haha wa nakunari chichi wa kokoro wo yande ie wa butsurakushita
“Itsuka sekaijuu wo tabishitai”
Sore ga kanojo no yume da to iu
Futari de iku no mo warukunai na to omotta

Kyakujin wo maneite hirakarareta konyaku no tame no party
Soko de kanojo no kokoro no yami wo shiru koto ni natta
Desareta ryouri wo kojiki no you ni musaborikurau kanojo
“Nokoshitara okorareru” tsubuyaiteita kotoba

Nakihaha kara uketeta gyakutai
Konyaku wa hadan ni natta

Toki ga tatta toki mimi ni todoita kanojo ni kansuru uwasa
“Getemono wo kurau akujiki musume ni natta” to
Kao wo kaete cook wo yosoi kanojo ni yatowareta
Soko ni ita no wa michigaeru hodo utsushikunatta onna

Kinjirareta akuma to no keiyaku
Kanojo wa mou hito de nakunatteita

Ijou na ryouritsukuri tsudzukeru hibi omowazu kuchi wo tsuite deta kobota
“Sorosoro ohima wo moraemasen ka?” Shitsubousuru kanojo
Wakatteiru jibun wa itsudatte nigete bakari no makeinu da to
Mata koushite kanojo kara nigeyou toshiteru

Ano party no hi ni kimi wo ukeireru koto ga dekitara
Kimi wo sukuu koto mo dekita kamoshirenai
Ima ni tebanasenu kusuri kin no funmatsu hairi no kobin
Ketsui to tomo ni nigirishimeta

Kodomo no koso kara nomi tsudzukete kita hiden no kusuri
Atsukai wo machigaeba doku ni mo naru kusuri
“Tama ni wa tomo ni shokuji wo shimashou” sou kanojo wo sasoi
Futaribun no soup dochira ni mo doku wo ireta

Futari de iku no mo warukunai daro?
Saa kore ga bokura no saigo no bansan da

——Soshite ima no boku wa shokutaku ni naraberareta ryouri no hitotsu
Kanojo ni doku wa kikanakatta
Shinda no wa boku dake
Ishiki wo ushinau chokuzen kanojo wa potsuri to kou itta n da
“Anata wa mata nigeta no yo watashi wo oite”

Kimi no tame no ryouri ni natte boku wa kimi no i no naka e to
Soshite boku wa kimi no chi to nari niku to naru
Mou boku ga kimi kara nigeru koto wa nai darou

Towa ni kimi to tomo ni