Drowning

Chorus:

The rain is falling around
My thoughts are pulling me down
Maybe I'm drowning in my mind
I keep fighting them back
They chasing me days and night
And they'll always hit me hard

Drowning in depression, such a little a age I thought things were getting easier as I got older, reality hit me when you left, nothing left to lose
Waiting to lose my life next, struggling to get up, taking all my strength just to act like I'm fine, wanna sit alone all night crying, truth is I'm not fine, I need somebody to hold me and tell me it's all going to be ok, losing family members on yearly
Maybe its just me but I'm losing who I used to be, nobody seems to see I'm just not the same, all this fucking pain, I'm tired of holding in but I just don't want you to worry

Chorus

I'm falling apart, you don't care
I'm falling apart, your not there
I'm falling apart, you don't care
I'm falling apart

Mamas busy enough dealing with my step mum, memories of us all laughing at the dumbest shit, now I'm sitting here dealing with others shit, why did it all go so wrong so quick
I need someone's help but I don't want to bother others with my problems, thinking bout saying a goodbye, closing out the lights, fuck all the struggles I had, I don't want to carry all this weight
So many fucking times I'm judged, no more chances for mistakes, perfection makes so many loses that I'm not ready to start
Back to the start, try to get a restart, but I'm still seen as the same mistake and fucking loser, so what's the difference now

Chorus:

The rain is falling around
My thoughts are pulling me down
Maybe I'm drowning in my mind
I keep fighting them back
They chasing me days and night
And they'll always hit me hard

I'm falling apart, you don't care
I'm falling apart, your not there
I'm falling apart, you don't care
I'm falling apart