Drowned in Sorrow

Couldn't imagine
What really has happened
Was blinded by the lies
And missed it all
Didn't believe that
You would just drag me down and
Wrap me around your fingertips
When I opened my wounds for you
Tied up in knots
Breaking me down
With everything gone
Blood spilled
Locked inside
Tired of all these feelings…

It feels likes waves are crashing
Drowning all of me
There's just no end to my sorrow
And I can't face it
Memories flowing right through me
Want it erased
My worthless state
These chains I made
Is this my fate?

Fading from me
I'm waiting
For the day I can
Finally unpaint this tragic story
Serenading to no one
Walls I broke down
Just for you
To break me down
Cause it's all I know
To never let it show
Emotions in tow
All written in notes
But it never works in my favor
To let them know
That I'm hurting and a burden
To everyone close to me
Don’t want them to drown in
These waves of my contempt

It feels likes waves are crashing
Drowning all of me
There's just no end to my sorrow
And I can't face it
Memories flowing right through me
Want it erased
My worthless state
These chains I made
Is this my fate?

Your existence has made
My living a hell on earth
And I can’t bear it now
Glaring at me
With those eyes, can’t perceive
Flooding in my wake
These waves
These waves
Let it wash over me
Cleanse me of my ways
My ways
My ways
And consume these flames

These depths I'm falling into
I'll never come back from
It all returns to me
It sinks my heart
I can feel rising below me
The tides turn and seek to stay
You came back to
Bring me down with you
So drown me whole