Drown The Magician / Nothing Inside

Just when i think i got hold of it
Then it falls away in slower time but i cope w it
I will keep you influenced with magick in my sentences
I am where the swinging door is stuck open for infinite
Time is not around my wrist, fuck materialism
Hexagram cut in my fist, turqoise rings and pentagrams
Stare into my eyes and disappear while im speaking in tongues
Tongues of every style now, bluetooth in my smile now
Spiritual not atheist cuz something is controlling me
The sun is what im worshipping and i do not mean the trinity
Diginity divinity and art is what im living with
56 im burning like a sigil in my living room
Smoke inside encircling ensorcelling my senses and
Im reaching thru the screen and my screen is what i am staring at
I will use your energy and turn it to a pendulum
Breathing from the same air as everyone existing now

I think i represent my own light and now im losing touch w everyone cuz im a thelemite
Bright white skin like a cloud or a magicians is
Tall tree falling only when i get my mission in
Plates move speaking with the earth like a stone wall
Following my nature and my will like a lost cause

I am the serpent on the tree
I am what the third eye sees
Opening and closing it
Breaking down and losing it

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Out my fucking mind as of now
I feel nothing in me now
I don't fear anything, no
And I don't want anything, no
Losing what I've been until now
Losing what I am right now
Worthless fucking artist
Starving myself for this