Drown My Demons

[Hook:]
I'm trying to drown my demons
But I think that they can swim, they won't drown at all
Maybe if I drink enough liquor in enough time I can poison em with the alcohol
Trying to drown my demons
They been growing up with me ever since birth
I think I need to find another method to killing them
Because all of this drinking is starting to make the shit worse

[Verse: 1]
I'm sick of hearing these voices they keep on talking to me and driving me berserk
I'm thinking of how they can alter my personality cause I can be the worse
I gotta get rid of these demons, they talking ahold of me, inside of me they lurk
I'm drinking up all of the liquor, trying to kill them, you may find me in a hearse
Because I'm poisoning my system, trying to get from
All these demons trying to turn me to their victim
Creeping up in my brain, taking all my thoughts and then they twist them
Praying to God, oh lord, bestow upon me wisdom
So that I can overcome this hell, I'm under spells
I feel like i've been flung in jail, I'm done for real
Though I am not the one to fail, cause I keep fighting even after they have rung the bell
No one can tell, the damage that they do to me
Cool to me, very soon you'll be hearing eulegies
The dark foolery's cool to me
Until I found out that these demons were planning a funeral for me
So don't ask me if my brains fine
I got demons on it, crawling on it, knawing on it at the same time
Everything from whiskey to that grape wine
I'm to drink away my pain and drown my demons at the same time

[C-Mob Speaking to the Bartender:]
Bartender,[Yeah yeah yeah' I'll be right there] bartender! [What's up man]
Let me get another shot [I don't know I think I gotta cut you off, you've had enough for the night.]
Man I'm cool, Let me get another shot [Sorry man, I gotta cut you off man]
Shit, fuck you then.[Hey now man] That's why I got another bottle in the car

[Hook:]
I'm trying to drown my demons
But I think that they can swim, they won't drown at all
Maybe if I drink enough liquor in enough time I can poison em with the alcohol
Trying to drown my demons
They been growing up with me ever since birth
I think I need to find another method to killing them
Because all of this drinking is starting to make the shit worse

[Verse: 2]
My mind is a sick place it is scary as fuck
In witch case I feel very damn stuck
Demons they give chase like they carry handcuffs
I'm shitfaced I can barely stand up
I'm drinking up all of the liquor I'm tryna be killin' 'em quicker
They making me mentally sicker about to make me this
Monster with a mindset to loose it demons I bet you do it
Wonder if I would get through it if I was an atheist
And now I wonder what would I do this time
Sooner or later at any moment I'm bout to loose my mind
Have humans dying on the mass and soon I'll find
If maybe I drop my demons in communion wine
The moon will shine that makes me enjoy the night
This might help me with the demons that are hard to fight
I'm far from light, the darkness more of my sight
I'm trapped in it like carbonate, these angels guard my life
Watch over me till this place is clear
Cast out these demons, am I safe in here?
Though this liquor, liquid courage I can shape this fear
That the devil's coming for me and satan's is near
So many spirits around me the one I'm drinking with and once that came from hell seeking and found me
Why do I hear 'em shrieking so loudly?
I even tried speaking with a Dicken but he freakin' got outie
"Take another shot, take another shot, drink until we go away and the trouble stops"
I'mma take up up on that cause I can chug a lot
Then I had a revelation: this is what i thought
If these voices could kill me would I be still breathin?
For some ill reason I've repelled legions
Before my liver is been killed season
Maybe this liquor is the real demon?