Drown in That Water

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Held my lil' boy, looked up to God like, "This my strongest blessing"
Had to learn to use my mind 'cause this my strongest weapon
You only hit my line 'cause you can see me flexing
Don't check on me now, where was you when I was out here stressing?
Say you for me, you loyal (Crashout diary)
Life always got the strangest ways of testing
I hate the club, I always pick the strangest time to exit
I might be paranoid, but I always feel somebody out to get me
[?] find they section, hit they block squeezin'
I ain't hangin' out no window, I'ma step 'til my feet bleedin'
If I can pray that I ain't leavin', got a [?] that I'm sleepin'
It's hard to get some rest in the world where they'll kill you for no reason

I might drown in that water (Crashout diary)
Lost everything, now he ain't sleepin', ain't even eatin'
First he was my dog, now he want me to fall, these niggas changin' like the seasons
I ain't even gon' cut him off, I'ma just change up how I treat him
On the block wearin' a beater, cuz somewhere in a Regal
Said he can pick me up or I can find a way to meet him
I'ma meet you, I'm in my duck-off spot, I don't want nobody to see it
He said, "Bitch, I'm your real partner, don't treat me like them people"

Better not drown in that water (Diary of a crashout)
Mmm (Crashout diary, crashout diary), uh
Better not drown in that water
Oh (Crashout diary)
I know it's harder, harder (Crashout diary, crashout diary)
Mmm (Crashout diary, crashout diary)
But still, don't drown in that water (Crashout diary, crashout diary, crashout diary)
(This just a crashout diary)
Oh (Crashout diary)
But I can't let go (Crashout diary)
I can't let go (Just a crashout diary)
You know that shit get hard, hard (Just a crashout diary)
You better not drown in that water (This just a crashout diary)
You better not drown in that water (Just a crashout diary)
You better not drown in that water (This just a crashout diary, long as you got 'em, I got 'em)

[Outro]
Mmm
This a crashout diary
Wasn't nobody hidin'
How it's been surprised in my ride
This just a crashout diary
A crashout diary