Drought

First verse:
My best friend isn’t around
I wish I can rip him out
Of heaven and grab that weapon that was inside his hands
My life was a island now its just desert I be kicking the sand
I've been so hurt that I became a introvert
I haven’t even washed my shirt
I met this girl she made everything feel reversed but then I made everything for her feel worse
I've been bursting into tears just writing this verse
The faucets dripping yet I'vе been dying of thirst

Second verse:
You wanna know what its likе to see everyone taken from you in front of your eyes
Everyday I ball my eyes out and cry
I have cut ties with everyone that helped me get by
I wish I could become blind so I wouldn't have to see mankind
My mental has been declined
Fake snakes there faces were aligned
Been in this desert I've been so thirsty that I've been losing my mind all these cactuses I past by remind me of the people I left behind

Third verse:
I've been feeling like I've been in a drought
I have nobody I trust around I don’t like making alot of sound
Because that will alarm people around
I have been staring at the clouds and feel drowned
What a sandy day what a waste of a day what can I say my spirit decayed when she walked away

(Outro)
Detachment detachment
My best friends been absent absent
I've been losing all my passions passions
Idk what the fuck happened what happened?