Dropping Anchor

I'm dropping anchor, and this ship's not gonna move
Because I've waited long enough to work the nerve up
These past relations, well they've really made their mark
But let's hope someday they go away so I can start again
You've really made yourself a name around here
We all know who to avoid
I'm tired of waiting. Don't tell me to walk away
I've got a date with sad CDs, abandoned books, and old-school movies
Face it. You're not worth it. Somethings will never change
But as for me I'll never be the same
It's one of those nights
Where the rain is heavier than the bricks
That we lay across our careless eyes
I hope I never have to wake up
Because if I dream forever, nothing can go wrong
You will never change
I guess it's my decision
You turned your back
And now you act as if it's all my fault
You will never change
I guess it's my decision
Don't turn your back on me