Dropped

[Intro]
I think I must have been dropped on my head
I think I must have been poisoned with led
One thing I know I got swept right up under the rug, or maybe the bed
Been constantly forgotten instead

[Verse]
I think I must have been dropped on my head
Or poisoned with lead
Just swept right up under they legs
It’s detrimental to beg
For anyone to listen, regret
The things that I said
To those that were around me, no sweat
They in the thick to the end
But gettin thin like my legs
Cause I don’t feed em no breath
No, I don’t feed em no breath
And I’m ashamed of myself
I leave em hanging for months
Never updating for what
A couple minutes for lunch
There just too many reasons teasin
Pleasing me the laziness
I can’t think about maintaining any relation instead
Now I’m Even Stevens schemin
All the reason spin to cheese em
But internally I'm bleedin
Feelin, sleepin on my breed and
I can’t really take the hint
That she’s better off with him
And they better off with them
And I’m better off within
My own chamber making blame on everything inside my head
Except the bullet on my bed
And the casing in the red
Maybe if I make my bed
And enter eternal rest
It would take the pressures of some people
Save someone instead
Maybe if I change the way
That I look into the day
It could really make me think about the shit that bring them pleasure

[Hook]
I don’t think that I deserve
The things that I can hurt
Not really worth the work
Should pack up and just leave
I don’t think that I deserve
The things that I can hurt
Not really worth the work
Should pack up and just leave

[Verse 2]
But I really cannot see
What they think they see in me
Too much pressure just to be
Indeterminately free
I waste opportunity
After opportunity
And I really do not de-
Serve to be up in this p
Lace
I should just go get erased
Maybe copy and then paste
Someone else who really chase
What they want and still don’t place
Take my face and post it on someone who need it now
Take my arms and legs and donate them to someone else
I don’t need my kidneys, my blood purely toxic now
Someone else can have my life if they could really make em proud
Cause my fam got me for life
And my girl should be my wife
So supportive and they never recognized, I need a knife
Cut the guilt outta my mind
Imma really make it nice
For the next inhabitant you better fuckin treat em right
And if it don’t make no sense
Then you just a better man
And I hope you never get it
With the pain for them, I spent
I don’t wanna make em sad
I just think they deserve better
I don’t wanna make em sad
I just think they deserve better, cause

[Hook]
I don’t think that I deserve
The things that I can hurt-
I don’t think that I deserve
The things that I can hurt
Not really worth the work
Should pack up and just leave