​dropout!

[Intro]
IOF

[Verse]
Hard to know what I feel when I'm out my mind now
I can't tell if it's real, I might just be blind now
Broken heart, cold as steel, life don't feel like mine now
I don't even wanna live, running out of time now
I don't know what did so bad to deserve this
I wish I could let you in but I get so nervous
Turned into a mess again, I wish I was perfect
Scrolling through our messages when my life was perfect
God, show me what to do now, please hold me
I have stooped down lower than I ever even knew how
Failed so many times, now I just lose count
Screaming at my laptop, stupid fucking backdrop
I'm a fucking dropout, should of never slacked off
My teacher told me I would be nothing but a statistic, honestly fuck this
That didn't help me, you didn't scare me on to the right path
I just grew weary, now I'm exactly what you said I'd be
I never got why people don't like me
I don't how to get out of my head
Pain is all I know now, I'll be good when I'm dead
Feel it getting close now, breathing down on my neck
Hands around my throat now, suffocating
You can't make me feel what I don't
Don't say that you'll save me, I know that you won't
Fuck up on the daily, you already know
They be tryna take me for my fucking soul