dropout

[Verse]
I don't know what I'm doing anymore
Everyday I wake up, I just go hit the store
I got bands in my jeans, bitch, I did it on my own
Got no faith in me, so I do it all alone
But I'm going up, so I know I can't stop now
I hate showing up, so I feel like a dropout
I'm not giving up, no, I know I can't cop out
Bitch, I'm going all in, I'm going all out
Posted with the squad, we about to ball out
Put her trust in me, I never saw doubt
I don't smoke mid, bitch, I'm smoking all loud
Swear I'm headed for the top, you better watch out
With the gang and I'm getting guap
And you know it's all love, I don't got no opps
Shawty doing too much, yeah, she do a lot
I can't fuck with no hoes, I can't fuck no thot
I'm just tryna count this bread, take it to the face, yeah, I take it to the head
I been reminiscing, thinking about the words you said
I can't handle all this, I just wanna lay in bed
I can't live with no regret, everyday I'm filled with fucking dread
Sometimes I wish I were dead, tryna live it to the fullest instead