Dreams In Indigo

I never was a believer in love at first sight
Until I took my first glance into my daughter's brown eyes
I ? a new ? but it was merely a pinch
Compared to my heart wrench when I leave my daughter she cries
Me and my baby mama we first ? we fight
If I'm day she night we live two separate lives
Here's what happens when a dream is deferred
And you living on prayers to make it through these times
? feeling of euphoria (yeah) said it was like
Your mama pushed you into this world
I pulled with all my might
You came through hollering, healthy, hungry for life
I couldn't hold ?? without flooding my eyes
So much potential within the wrinkles of an infant
So much time and ?? for one particular instant
I'm speaking ?beyond? conception for instance
From now on you're ?calculated? in my every existence
Watch this one is ???? dream
Just a small what if or at least that's what it seem right!?
Little did I know you were already conceived
The wild seed growing with speed starting your life
See you a dream come true
I had a ?rebirth? too
Gained a newer perspective of what I got to do
From your first inhalation of air I've been breathing with you
To see it through is my purpose that's why I do what I do
My house your home times don't exist
Your smile my bliss it's the ultimate kiss
Record your laughter into my memory
??? on trips
And when I'm gone you're the ? that falls from my lips
No other bond stronger than the love between permanent child
Haunts you in your sleep louder than the call of the wild
A single parent I am
Nah that wasn't the plan
Things fall apart but the part you ?? leave on my hands
Put them together and pray
We gonna be okay
Not a day go by when you don't cross my mind
I lay down to sleep, eyes closed, and find joy knowing that
When I leave you say, "through rain or shine"
If I should die before I wake I pray the lord my soul to take
And bless my beloved with ? peace and hopes
That ? life shines brighter each day: a rose
To be planted in your garden of eternal sunshine and grows
With the courage, knowledge, strength, and discipline
To make it through whatever challenges she may face

Amen..