Dreamland

[Chorus]
It's funny how my dreams are broken at the seams
Along with my discarded wedding rings
I'm alright I'm used to these things
It happens, this pain is lasting
Don't want drugs anymore so now I'm fasting
Been hurt so much now I'm laughing
No, I'm not ok yeah I'm not ok, oh

[Verse]
Been through Hell and back, I forgot about that
Suicidal thoughts, pray my brains go splat
Said you love me had a mini heart attack
Drunk some Henny ok now I'm back
You said you love me I'm ok with that
Is it sad that I really want my exes back
Now I'm nauseous, think of all the reasons why I'm cautious, let's pause this and restart it
Been through Hell and back forgot about that
I'm not dead I forgot about that
Got nothing left so I gotta bounce back
Stuck in dreamland, I'm in a trance

[Chorus]
It's funny how my dreams are broken at the seams
Along with my discarded wеdding rings
I'm alright I'm used to these things
It happеns, this pain is lasting
Don't want drugs anymore so now I'm fasting
Been hurt so much now I'm laughing
No, I'm not ok yeah I'm not ok, oh

[Verse]
I used to be high off my rocker
I feel like Mr. Crocker
People think I'm crazy can't deny no longer
I've been seeing shadows ever since I got sober
Party till it's over, I'm just in dreamland
Feeling like Peter Pan oh shit that was Neverland
Ran out of ideas thought I'd never rap again
Shook my demons off but then they came back again
It's a different day but damn a nigga still in Hell again
Yeah I'm doing swell again
My thought started to swell again
Becoming stuck inside a well again
Surrounded by the darkness
Talking to my demons at a table just like Harkness, yeah

[Chorus]
It's funny how my dreams are broken at the seams
Along with my discarded wedding rings
I'm alright I'm used to these things
It happens, this pain is lasting
Don't want drugs anymore so now I'm fasting
Been hurt so much now I'm laughing
No, I'm not ok yeah I'm not ok, oh