Dread

[Verse 1: Elijah Kyle]
I think losing you took a part of my soul
The first person you truly love can cut the deepest, I know
I'm off the deep end and the water's going over my face
Feels like there's weights around my feet but I'm just walking in place
I wish that I could run from these emotions
I wish I found some comfort in the ones I hold the closest
Too certain feeling of uncertainty from what's below us
Or up above, its got me questioning each other's motives
Maybe I'm scared of watching life pass while constantly losing track of the time
Self-reflection is important to addrеss what's on my mind
But I don't understand why I can never lеave you behind
Why does everything remind me of when I could call you mine?
I feel selfish even speaking on this topic from the past
We forgive but can't forget, I always thought that this would last
Memories can tend to haunt us, watch this dust turn into ash
To disintegrate all our moments of our overshadowed past

[Chorus: Elijah Kyle]
I've been tryna lay low (Lay low)
But I'm sick of these emotions in my head
Overthinking way too much
And I can't stop this feeling of dread, it's exhausting
My head never stops
Yeah this baggage above me

[Verse 2: Elijah Kyle]
It's scary when you love someone so much that it's hard to breathe when they ain't with you
And even when they're really gone, you know they're always with you
Right inside your mental scrolling through previous memories
The Snapchats haunt you but you pretend that they're the enemy
Just knock it off, you know that you're lying to yourself
Love never truly dies, it's just dying out for help
Build a rose from the concrete, then watched it burn in flames
Went and threw away our plans just to leave me with this pain

[Chorus: Elijah Kyle]
I've been tryna lay low (Lay low)
But I'm sick of these emotions in my head
Overthinking way too much
And I can't stop this feeling of dread, it's exhausting
My head never stops
Yeah this baggage above me

[Outro: Apollo]
I'm sleeping until five, every day feels the same
Walking outside and the skies look grey
I don't wanna live if you ain't livin'
I don't wanna die if you ain't dyin'
I don't wanna tread, I want problems
I just wanna deal with 'em in silence