Drawing Me

What have I become
A sinner or a son
I feel like such a stranger
In my own skin
Am I a child of grace
Or just some passing trace
Of everything I've hoped for
Or could have been

When parts of my life
Seem sketchy at best
I need to remember
I just can't see the rest

'Cause I'm not yet the man I will be
The image is still incomplete
If only these eyes never ceased to see
In the bigger picture
He's still drawing me

I can't get past the pain
Dark memories remain
Like cold familiar voices
They call my name
Will I rise above
Could I truly love
Holding back on nothing
Except the shame

When scars on my heart
Are all that I feel
I need to remember
His heart is greater still

'Cause I'm not yet the man I will be
The image is still incomplete
If only these eyes never ceased to see
In the bigger picture
He's still drawing me

I don't know
What my future looks like
But I know
That my life will tell with time
And down this road
When I stand in perfect light
I will see the purpose
In His design

'Cause I'm not yet the man I will be
The image is still incomplete
If only these eyes never ceased to see
In the bigger picture
He's still drawing me

In the bigger picture
He's still drawing me