The first track off of Chris Xavier’s second debut album [CANCELED] explains Chris' emotions on mental illness and the way he and so many others deal with it. He explains, in many different ways, how he personally and others are trying to escape these certain mindsets that they’re currently in and a...
[Verse 1]
Itś really time to start something new
Itś time that I make myself prove
That Iḿ not really alone in this room
Iḿ not the only one here thatś doomed
Iḿ not the only one thatś been hurt
Weŕe the ones that couldn´t come first
We all needed to find this person
Would never ever see us as the worst
We wanna find you when youŕe away
We wanna meet you and see if we can stay
We plead you to help us escape
This place full of darkness not grace
Keep us sheltered in the dark hallway;
Continuing to peek through the doorway
Weŕe all trying to find this pathway
To run out of this forsaken place
[Chorus]
We can´t live here
We can´t be here
They don´t know me
I can´t see
An end to this
An end to this
I just wanna leave
I don´t wanna be
[Verse 2]
I can´t really crack open this case
To let all of us out of this space
This space of being tortured
Not nurtured
We wanna start burning down the orchard of order
And kill the reporter of honor and culture
That keeps making all of us fractured and bothered
I wish I could stop being stuck in this horror
With the rest of my friend being slaughtered and tortured
And I
Can´t believe that we haven´t moved any further
From this place that I keep putting in the corner
Of my brain how are we supposed to move forward
When we don´t know how to get any better?
And I don´t ever wanna be confused
But Iḿ scared that Iḿ gonna lose you
But before we go I just need to cope
With losing all of my dreams and hopes so
[Chorus]
We can´t live here
We can´t be here
They don´t know me
I can´t see
An end to this
An end to this
I just wanna leave
I don´t wanna be
I just wanna leave
I don´t wanna be
I just wanna leave
I don´t wanna be
Drapetomania was written by cbug.
Drapetomania was produced by cbug.
cbug released Drapetomania on Tue Jan 01 2019.