The final song of shinigami’s summer 2022 run, downwards spiral is a deeply introspective song where shini looks back on the past and the simplicity of his life prior to music.
[Intro]
We all laugh, we all cry, we all hurt
It won't matter when we're lying in the dirt, oh
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[Chorus]
It doesn't help when everyone says I'll be fine
Can't stop the clock, we all running out of time
Life is so complicated, I'ma lose my mind
Spiraling downwards, I'm in a decline
Why does it hurt when you tell me I'll be fine?
Can't stop the clock, we all running out of time
Life is so complicated, I'ma lose my mind, oh-oh
Tomorrow's not promised, just let me get through tonight
[Verse 1]
I just don't feel like myself anymorе
You can tell when I walk through the door, yеah
I look so tired and worn out
Never enough, I need more now
You know what they say: "When it rains, it pours"
Everything comes back around
There's only so much you can ignore, yeah
I'm just so stuck in my ways
I get a bag then throw it away
Feel like my life in disarray
I hide everything with a smile on my face
Writing these songs is the remedy
Read between the lines
There's a lot of pain in these melodies, yeah, oh-oh
[Chorus]
It doesn't help when everyone says I'll be fine
Can't stop the clock, we all running out of time
Life is so complicated, I'ma lose my mind
Spiraling downwards, I'm in a decline
Why does it hurt when you tell me I'll be fine?
Can't stop the clock, we all running out of time
Life is so complicated, I'ma lose my mind, oh-oh
Tomorrow's not promised, just let me get through tonight
[Verse 2]
Why does it hurt so bad? I don't know
Why do you look so sad? I don't know
Imagine breaking your back just to get to the top
Only to miss when you were down at the bottom
Everything was so simple back then
Makin' music with my friends, now it's a means to an end
I've known so long that it'd end like this
With tired eyes that you all dismiss, oh
[Chorus]
It doesn't help when everyone says I'll be fine
Can't stop the clock, we all running out of time
Life is so complicated, I'ma lose my mind
Spiraling downwards, I'm in a decline
Why does it hurt when you tell me I'll be fine?
Can't stop the clock, we all running out of time
Life is so complicated, I'ma lose my mind, oh-oh
Tomorrow's not promised, just let me get through tonight
downwards sprial was written by shinigami.
downwards sprial was produced by shinigami.
shinigami released downwards sprial on Fri Aug 12 2022.