Down & Lonely

[Intro]
Oh shit!
What's up bro?
How you been man?
Nah nah nah listen bro
I've seen what you been doing lately
The music you're dropping
That shit is crazy
I mean, you did just drop that sad song a little bit ago are you alright?
Nah nah
I know you're fine man, you're chillin'
I mean look at your life bro
If I had that life I would never complain
You're living the dream man!

[Verse 1: Vin Jay]
Down and lonely they told me I should be happy now
The cash cow of the family homie you branching out
And man it's wild to see you living out your dream life
Cause everyday I'm waking up and wonder what that feel like
You wake up you get paid you get drunk
You get praised for the fame you plays you get fucked
By any girl that you wanna
I swеar your life is like a movie dawg
I'd likе to ask how you're doing but clearly nothing's wrong
No reason to stress and a life full of blessings
I mean, with that job you never gotta deal with depression
So I won't even ask
Your life's too perfect to complain
So I'ma just assume you're fine and never ask about your pain
I hope that's cool with you
Nah I know it is you're never trippin'
You never let emotions get in the way of the business
You never lie awake while you contemplate your existence
Wondering if you should end it boy you living like a king pin

[Verse 2: Futuristic]
I got everything I wanted that's what they see
But what they don't is how my own people grew to hate me
And they ain't see the money that was taken I was sued for
They ain't know I spent more so I could go and do more
I used to have a few chores and keep it all simple
Rappin' over instrumentals got me all of my credentials
When I opened some businesses
That took all the fun out
I almost took my life away I had to throw my gun out
And I can't really talk about my problems they don't understand
I can't vent to people when I've always been the helping hand
It get hard to comprehend all I hear is must be nice
Or let me hold something homie or I want yo life
Or maybe "you fell off" or maybe "boy you suck"
Sometimes it's "he's so fake" sometime it's "boy shut up"
I've lost family lost friends lost money lost fans
But I gotta keep a smile when they say wassup
It sucks