‌down bad

[Intro]
私、あんたのことずっと見てた
ずっと待ってたんだから！
あんたがいるから、付から頑張ろうって…
あんたに釣り合いが取れるように
あんたに子供扱いされないように
あんたにちゃんと、女の子として見てもらえるように！
あんたがいない合間も… (Space)

[Hook]
I'm down bad
I've been poppin' all these pills, yeah
Do not talk to me
No emotion, yeah I'm still fucked
I'm down bad
I play pretend like I'm okay
I'm not really okay, I don't think you feel me

It's not a joke, maybe I'm bipolar
Maybe that's why I feel so hurt
Said she love me, I don't know her
I'm fucked up, down bad, I'm a loser

[Verse]
I just wanna say I'm sorry if I die where I'm at
Lost control of myself, yeah you know, it's a fact
Pop a pill, then another, but it has no effect
I know I need it but I do not wanna ask no one for help
My life a tragedy, but it's all in my head
I'm fucking wasted, bitch
So I don't know what you said
It's all attacking me, it's all in my head
Fill my brain with lead, fill my brain with lead

And I know it's my fault that I don't love you
But what else can I say?
Know I'm missing your calls
But it's not "fuck you", I'm just lost in my grave
I'm not sure I'm not
Down bad
And if my heart stops... (If my heart stops, yeah if my heart stops)
Well, then you know why I can't call back

[Hook]
I'm down bad
I've been poppin' all these pills, yeah
Do not talk to me
No emotion, yeah I'm still fucked
I'm down bad
I play pretend like I'm okay
I'm not really okay, I don't think you feel me

It's not a joke, maybe I'm bipolar
Maybe that's why I feel so hurt
Said she love me, I don't know her
I'm fucked up, down bad, I'm a loser (Space)

[Outro]
(Cognitive set, bitch)